Well, for the first time in over a decade I was able to drive for longer than twenty minutes at a time without anxiety consuming me, made it the entire 2 hours to Argyle behind the wheel. For me this is just shy of a miracle and quite exciting, could possibly open up a whole new almost normal life for me.
Although I'm not ready to tackle the world just yet, I might be getting there. I think with the vehicle setbacks in the past week, and the wonderful stress and grumpiness it brought on, mixed with the need to get our of Burlington and to the see the family in Argyle, mixed well enough to let me do about anything I wanted to this time.
Did feel slight tension build up a hour into the trip, but a quick pit stop for Jeanne's coffee and relieve our bladders, was just what the Doctor ordered, and I had no trouble making it the entire way, with a quick supper break in Monroe `with my old friend Jeremy Hagen and his family at Pizza Hut. was a great time, so good to see them again.
And then on to Argyle to my Dad's house, and a good hour of unpacking 2 weeks of clothing and accessories. Last time I stayed I wasn't expecting to stay, so I was way short on the necessities for that stay. This time overly prepared and ready to tackle the Turkey hunt upcoming on Wednesday.
My continued journey of my struggle with anxiety, panic attacks and agoraphobia. From start to current progress, overcoming obstacles and hopefully helping a few others that suffer from this problem. As I get better along my journey my blogs are turning more to outdoor adventures, life adventures, things I am doing now or want to do that were never in my vocabulary 5 years ago.
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Saturday, April 25, 2015
Monday, April 20, 2015
Speed Bumps!
No, not what we're going to talk about today. But that dang truck sure set me back having to pay over 500 bucks. Need this website work we are doing to start paying off! Guess It's time to start networking with people selling their own items and services on their and own and see if we can work out some deals together.
Not really sure how that works, so if any of my readers have any ideas or would like to work together, let me know.
I love sharing my journey about my anxiety troubles that are entering about 13th year, I've tried to get away from dwelling on just writing about the troubles of everyday life with anxiety, but just touching on it now and then. I think if you have read back from the beginning until even today, you'll understand through the dark days and the bright ones that I think the "journey" still applies with how I'm writing this even now. Moving forward instead of talking daily about how it effects everything you do. Instead, doing what I enjoy, talking about life, activities, likes and dislikes, and really just reaching out and networking with new people, and old friends.
So, that said, I think It's time to network, talk with some vendors, see if they'd like to combine forces in a way.
moving on, for now, next page....
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