Well, for the first time in over a decade I was able to drive for longer than twenty minutes at a time without anxiety consuming me, made it the entire 2 hours to Argyle behind the wheel. For me this is just shy of a miracle and quite exciting, could possibly open up a whole new almost normal life for me.
Although I'm not ready to tackle the world just yet, I might be getting there. I think with the vehicle setbacks in the past week, and the wonderful stress and grumpiness it brought on, mixed with the need to get our of Burlington and to the see the family in Argyle, mixed well enough to let me do about anything I wanted to this time.
Did feel slight tension build up a hour into the trip, but a quick pit stop for Jeanne's coffee and relieve our bladders, was just what the Doctor ordered, and I had no trouble making it the entire way, with a quick supper break in Monroe `with my old friend Jeremy Hagen and his family at Pizza Hut. was a great time, so good to see them again.
And then on to Argyle to my Dad's house, and a good hour of unpacking 2 weeks of clothing and accessories. Last time I stayed I wasn't expecting to stay, so I was way short on the necessities for that stay. This time overly prepared and ready to tackle the Turkey hunt upcoming on Wednesday.
My continued journey of my struggle with anxiety, panic attacks and agoraphobia. From start to current progress, overcoming obstacles and hopefully helping a few others that suffer from this problem. As I get better along my journey my blogs are turning more to outdoor adventures, life adventures, things I am doing now or want to do that were never in my vocabulary 5 years ago.
Showing posts with label truck. Show all posts
Showing posts with label truck. Show all posts
Saturday, April 25, 2015
Thursday, April 23, 2015
A hunting will will go!!!
But.... not today. Truck BACK in the shop, leaking fluid all over the rear end from the mechanics stellar work last week. Apparently they put bad axle seals in, and now they are spewing liquid all over. Less than pleased with this wonderful setback, however, did receive the news that they would cover all the costs, or I'd have an added expense of bail money to my laundry list of setbacks lately.
So, was hoping to go filming some turkey hunts tomorrow, probably the whole weekend. Well that shoots that plan pretty quickly, along with my mood that WAS starting to get better after the first 500 dollar set back from the outstanding mechanics from last week.
I been out practicing my turkey calling, taking some pictures of deer, and enjoying the wonderful Spring weather in Wisconsin with the balmy 30 degree mornings and snow showers. Welcome to the land of the twenty minute summer, 6 month winter, 3 months of fall and the res
t a chilly spring.
Shifting gears again, probably do that a few times in this little episode. Still not getting why these anti-hunters are so bent out of shape on Facebook, why can't they turn the page already, no freaking reason they have to look at pictures they don't want to see on social media channels. Free country, freedom of speech, blah blah blah, do they have a separate set of rules they go by?
Why must everyone turn their beliefs toward what THEY want instead of having separate free will to do as they want, and what we want without forcing it down their throats. Ridiculous. Get a new hobby quit your whining and go hug a tree already.
Speaking of which, need to move a few TREE stands around after turkey season, or maybe do it during if there isn't much going on with the long beards.
Thursday, April 16, 2015
Trucks "fixed" on with planning.
Well, after just over 500 bucks dished out that I don't really have to be throwing around to fix the Durango, I'm so pleased. *grumbles* . I guess, was going to have to it in the shop to be looked over completely before the big trip out West come August anyway. I didn't however have them do the whole body look see right now. That's going to have to wait until later.
But I guess, better that it happened now then half way through South Dakota somewhere right? But, why did It have to happen right after I had ordered a new pair of binoculars for the trip and for hunting before I go. They aren't expensive ones, but got them today and very impressed. Little heavy, but very clear bright and great zoom.
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Sunday, April 12, 2015
Little over 4 months until the trip
Probably a good thing we have a little over 4 months to go until the big Washington Trip. Coming home from the Wisconsin Deer and Turkey Expo Friday night, my truck decided to give me a headache.
Something in or around the back left tire decided to make a thump, a crunch and some other noise, and the ABS light came on. Worked on it yesterday, had the wheel off etc etc, The emergency brake was not working at all, then it would work for a while then stick and not want to release.
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